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do things happen for a reason?? [Apr. 9th, 2006|02:47 pm]
Leyla Crazi
[State Of Mind |hopefulhopeful]
[Music To My Ears |THE POSTAL SERVICE-District Sleeps Alone Tonight]

At this point in my life...I have no idea what to come of it. Thousands of miles away and it's all I can manage to think about and has been since...well it seems like forever. Just how it would be pure happiness the life lived...just happiness. It seems like i need that, i know I do...I want it. These feelings have never left...I want it in my life...I'm just worried because what if it never happens?
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Now You cant say this isn't love [Mar. 5th, 2006|12:55 pm]
Leyla Crazi
[State Of Mind |lovedloved]
[Music To My Ears |True]

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This picture is us HAPPY AND COMPLETELY IN LOVE :)
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Im fexed [Dec. 29th, 2005|11:41 am]
Leyla Crazi
[State Of Mind |disappointeddisappointed]
[Music To My Ears |Death Cab For Cutie]

So I just find out my boyfriend Gino has to go to North Carolina AGAIN to pick up more candle stock and he'll be gone for new years. Im so fucking upset this is the 3rd new years in a row where I've had a boyfriend yet I have to spend it alone. Im so pissed right now i need to punch a wall. God dammit life is so fucking unfair all I want to do is cry. Im gunna miss my boo on this New Years I love him so much.
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its official [Oct. 1st, 2005|12:23 am]
Leyla Crazi
[State Of Mind |lovedloved]
[Music To My Ears |The Postal Sevice]

IM HIS LADY AND HE IS MY MAN!!!!Im so happy im the fucking luckiest girl in the hole world he says he is going to treat me so good i can't wait. I've fallen and i never want to get up. He is amazing hes my good feeling he is everything i could of asked for! Life is soo good.

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P.S. Ladies it's not impossible to find a good man. It just takes many assholes to find him!
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(no subject) [Sep. 22nd, 2005|12:28 am]
Leyla Crazi
You are a

Social Liberal
(65% permissive)

and an...

Economic Liberal
(30% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Democrat




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i need something...anything [Sep. 22nd, 2005|12:19 am]
Leyla Crazi
[State Of Mind |contemplativecontemplative]
[Music To My Ears |bright eyes]

its almost 12 and im done babysitting wide awake and depressed and i dont even know why. I'm about to burden you with my thoughts but i have no one to talk to and i need to let it out. I get this way from time to time its so strange to me b/c im so happy at this point in my life. We'll with him at least, he make me happy. Hes my good feeling. I've just been thinking about my future and it seems like what i've wanted for so long doesn't even interest me anymore its almost like im lost with no direction i want so much yet my goels seem unreachable. Like a dream, cuz in dreams you always wake up. I hate college its not me but what else is there for me to do? i dont know. I guess this is what happens when i spend to much time alone with myself i think too much. I took the time to read a lot of my writing from years ago and saw how upsetting my life used to be, how much i just literally felt like dying and i dont want to go back to that place. So many people have brought me down through out the years and i've seemed to bring myself backup a bit. I like the person i am, but i dont know where this person is heading. I keep thinking what if i dont get married, if i dont have the babies i've dreamed of my whole life, what if i never do anything with this life. Maybe i just need to save up and disappear, start something new. I dont know anymore i just dont. I know i need something...anything.
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ahh miserable [Sep. 20th, 2005|06:54 pm]
Leyla Crazi
[State Of Mind |depresseddepressed]
[Music To My Ears |goo goo dolls-iris]

im miserable its so weird how too much alone time can make you so depressed...god why do i get this way...im in desperate need to get a new job and get my own place if anyone knows a good paying job that is hiring let me know...also where the fuck did all my friends go ahh...hes away for 2 days and i miss him

I JUST WANT TO MAKE IT LIKE NOW!!!!!


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i miss him he makes me happy
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For once in my life im soo happy [Sep. 14th, 2005|12:18 pm]
Leyla Crazi
[Music To My Ears |True]

I HAVENT BEEN THIS HAPPY IN MONTHS. He makes me smile a smile that can never wipe off. I just cant get over how amazing this man is. He says I give him the butterfies...how cute. Im so content with him, we laugh and laugh like nothing else matters. We danced in the pouring rain under a street light last week, the most romantic thing I have ever done, it was like straight out of a movie type shit. He is kind and cuddly I can't help but to be happy when i think or him or when im with him. Life is good oo soo good.
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orlando [Aug. 17th, 2005|01:18 pm]
Leyla Crazi
im gunna be in orlando if any1 wants to chill holla till sat
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When The World Caves in whatcha gunna do? [Apr. 3rd, 2005|09:18 pm]
Leyla Crazi
[State Of Mind |discontentdiscontent]
[Music To My Ears |Jimmy Eat World- Clarity]

Wow long time since I posted anything serious about my life. So here it goes! About a month and a half ago or so I broke up with Joe as you all know. And i love him a lot but it's something that needed to be done, I need to experience Life I wasn't and still am not ready to settle down. Since then My life took a 180. I've been hanging out with all my friends again and it's something I missed so much, with Joe I never did that. I met some new great peopple...(for Example: JEN HILLOCK!!! I love you girl) and now shes my fucking best friend. I regained a lot of friendships that were lost including best friendships..I'm so happy. I love you all!!!!!! Now here it goes... the bitching part. Yeah I'm happy but there is a void. I'm lonely and depressed. Yeah I just said I was happy and I am when Im with my friends but when Im alone i ball my eyes out. It seems like every1 around me has a bf and a gf now and i just broke up with mine and I always feel like the odd ball out. I think I've been depressed the past 4 years it just comes and goes. it's not so much I want or need a boyfriend, more like a companion. I dunno maybe I'm talking out of my ass. And i always feel like people are annoyed of me like I'm a burden..I dunno AM I? Its my insecurity talking. I dunno on a better note...I moved into my sisters old room its much bigger then my old one. I love it! I get my license April 14th thank god. FINALLY i think I waited long enough. Till nest time PARTY THE FUCK ON PEOPLE!
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